6/22 p3
the Potsdam ideas that seemed ‘portentous’ fade out — my loves into ‘love’ —
(words with ‘ ‘ could also be questions — the different senses of question — portentous —
is it thought and love — is it really love that I feel)
69 sect2 5-8
77-78 sect5 77 1 to 78 2
my love has no such desire — I have a hard time writing it —
could never engrave R and K in a heart on a tree or a wall
78 25
79 1
93
“The events of amorous life are so trivial that they gain access to writing only by an immense effort”
10-15
98 sect3 1-14
< 1988-30 12/21/91 i guess i consolidated the beginning of this notebook i mixed a set of quote indications to the barthes into the notes noting section numbers — which is what i’m doing with books now — although it has left e with a massive pile of things to quote — possibly i should wait because usually the quotes don’t hold up that well for me and i could save a lot of copying>
enter a new notebook mid dialogue (a dialogue with the dead — a monologue — die)>
p 100 all
p 102 7-11
p 112 1-12
p 120 2 1-8
p 121 3